You’re at the point where you’re just breaking down. You feel as if everyone hates you and you’re starting to hate yourself too. All the people you thought you could trust are no where to be found. Your family doesn’t understand you. No one cares enough to listen. And all you think about are ways to end your life. How it would feel to be gone from this world. Tears are pouring out of your eyes, you attempt for death with these words.. “no one understands.”
“I know it’s selfish, but I think I get jealous the most when you’re around other people instead of me; Because that means they’re the ones that in that moment, get to hear your voice, see your smile, and feel your presence, and I wish I had the ability to do that all the time.”—Cassie Marin (via cassiemarin)
Making me jealous will only push me away from you. It won’t make me want you more. I’m not very competitive, if see someone who’s making you alot happier than I am, I’ll back up because I’ll assume you want that person a lot more. Although it’ll hurt seeing someone other than me make you happy, I’ll leave it to them to keep you entertained. I don’t like the feeling of being unwanted or being just second best. I’m a very jealous person and I hate it.
I don’t mind clingy. In fact, I appreciate it more. When you constantly tell me you miss me, or get worried when I don’t respond quickly. Because it shows that you actually care about me, and if I truly like you, nothing you do will ever annoy me.