I am tired. Tired of not knowing how to feel. Yes, I obviously want to be happy. Doesn’t everyone. Everything has been so black and white. It is either I am too happy, or too pissed at the world. My guard is unfortunately back on again. I am so tired of trying to please those around me when I know that no matter what decision I make, they’re still going to judge. I don’t want to fucking care anymore. Officially shutting everyone out. Fuck off.
“If you’re ever lucky enough to find a girl who is a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind, you should hold onto that. Because she’ll be yours at three in the morning and at two in the evening on the following day. She’ll kiss you where it hurts and until it hurts. That’s important. To have someone who not only knows how to turn you on but also knows how to treat you right is someone worth keeping.”—Vasily Skalova (via mymidnightwanders)
The ones who are always the first to starts a conversation with you, listens to your problems and even goes as far as continuing after your one word replies, be thankful of them because no one would waste time on someone they don’t care about.
How do you forget, someone who you’ve shared all of your most memorable memories with, someone who you put effort and time into, someone who you trusted wholeheartedly, someone that once meant the world to you? And that is my question, how do you forget someone you’ve loved, with all of your heart?